Small post #1

"...sendirian gw ca, diri sendiri ngelawan anak2 lainnya."

These words came from Ruth Ayu and really inspires me. She has her own stance. Always.

Secret Thank You

Never, I say to myself, never ever fall for a stranger. It's something I restrict myself from really really badly.
But then I just can't help myself to admire some people. Actually it's good to know that such a good, decent, and smart person like you does exist.

No, I'm not in love with you, okay? I'm not in love with anyone else but my God right now, but the idea of being close to you is something I can't help but wish for. I know that you'll bring good fortunes to me, and not just fortunes but you'll bring the best of mostly everything to me. Don't ask why. I just know.
Well, anyway... I know that you don't read my blog. And that's my reason for writing this here:

I thank you, for forcing me to be a better person. I thank you, for making me ashamed whenever I become a pessimist. I thank you, for everything I learn from you indirectly. I thank you, for the smile and the laugh you make me do. I thank you, for your call, your birthday surprise to me, your jokes, your mood devastating caps locks, for the interesting knowledge and opinions you share, for the decent behaviour you've showed, for the sparkling eyes filled with ambitions...
I thank you for being who you are right now.

And I just wish I had the courage to tell you all these.
Cheerio, and toast for the person who excels at everything! :)