Sometimes

Sometimes I wish God never restricted suicide
So I can commit it

Sometimes I wish I could ask someone to set my dreams and goals
So I can blame them when I failed

Sometimes I wish I could be someone else for a moment
So I'm not the one everyone points at when I do something wrong

Sometimes I wish I was smarter
So I don't have to study as hard as I do

Sometimes I wish I was wealthier
So I don't have to work for a living

Sometimes I wish I was popular
So I don't have to introduce myself

Sometimes I wish I don't wish too much
So I don't have to keep telling myself that it's humane to be wishful

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Just a very tiny itsy bit(ch)sy part of my mind.
Not in a good mood.
I need a change.
Cheerio and remember, heaven and hell is as near as you can imagine